[mood] I'm great
[music] Family Portrait - P!NK
Aww look what I did. ---> I made an icon with a pic of Steve  It took me a really long time to figure out how to do that and stuff. It wasn't that easy lol I spent the last two days together with him and it's just so awesome.  We watched movies, went out for lunch and dinner, spend time with our doggies together. Yesterday we went to Cindy's place again to spend the day at her pool. Mar, Ben and Taylor came along and haha Ben farted in the pool. That was so funny but also eww lol He played it off with "What was that?" lol Well, everybody knew it was him.

Last night Nick called me up and he seemed to be so happy. I hadn't talked to him in a couple of days and then he tells me he finally broke up with his girlfriend. He was like "Angel baby, I broke up with her. I only wanna be with you." I don't know...  He realised about this a little bit too late. I was hurt when he told me he was gonna get engaged to his girlfriend after he said to me that he wants to be with me. And now this...I really don't know what to think anymore. I am with Steve and I am not thinking about breaking up with him!

Mar and I took a couple of pics yesterday because we were bored. lol This was just for fun. We didn't do anything.  We are both straight so yeah, just for fun. I'm the one in the dark shirt and Mar's the one in the white one. We shouldn't be bored again, who knows what we're gonna do the next time hahaha jk

Basics:
Name: Angel
Nickname(s): Babygirl, Doopy, Shorty
Initials: A. M.
How old do you look?: I would say 20 or 21
How old do you act?: lol I act like a 14 year old sometimes
Glasses/Contacts: Neither, yet I do wear glasses for fun sometimes
Braces: Nope
What makes you happy? My friends make me happy, Music makes me happy
What upsets you? When people use me, or lie to me, cheat on me

First:
First best friend: Kelly
First real boyfriend: Robert
First real memory of something: When my grandpa died
First date: To the movies with Robert
First kiss: That'd be Robert
First screen name: JuStMeAnDyOu84
First self purchased album: I don't remember
First pets: My parent's dog
First piercing/tattoo: Belly button and tribal on lower back
First enemy: Mandy
First big trip: To Canada
First heartbreak: Nick
First time breaking a bone: When I broke my finger in 1999
First sleepover: Oh that's been a while...It was back in 1998 sometime at my house when Kelly stayed over
First hangover: 2001 I guess, it was terrible

Social Life:
Best girl friend(s): Sarah, Mar, Agus
Boyfriend: Steve
Hobbies: Writing, Reading, Travelling, Music, Taking Pictures
Are you center of attention or the wallflower: I don't really like it when people pay so much attention to what I do or say
Would you rather be with friends or on a date: Depends I guess. I love doing both
Best hangout: When I'm with Sarah. She is always so much fun

Who- People:
Have known the longest: Nick and Sarah
Argue the most with: Agus and Ben
Always get along with: Steve
Is most trustworthy: Mar
Makes you laugh the most: Nick and Steve
Most interesting to talk to: Tim, Taylor and Sarah
Has been there through all the hard times: Kelly back then and now it's Mar and Agus
Has the coolest parents: Sarah's mom rocks!
Is the most blunt: Sarah
Is the smartest: Taylor
Best Mannered: Mar
Best Dressed: Steve, Sarah
Most talkative: Sarah, she always has something to say
Most Innocent: Agus haha You wish =P

Last:
Car ride: Yesterday with Cindy
Movie seen: "The Hole" together with Steve
swear word: Damn
beverage consumed: Sprite
Person you called: Sarah
that called you: Nick
TV show watched: The Simpsons
Shower: 20 minutes ago
Shoes worn: My black nikes
Item bought: Candy =P I LOVE Candy
Annoyance: This really stupid fly here in my room, it's annoying me so much
Web page visited: xanga.com
Movie you rented: I don't really remember
CD you listened to: Tim's Demo CD
CD you've bought: Blink 182's new album
Person you were thinking of: Kelly

Now:
What are you wearing: Jeans and a blue shirt, white socks
What song are you listening to?: to the radio, JC's playing
What's the weather like?: Windy, grey but warm
Current obsession: Steve lol
Current Addiction: Steve 
Talking To: Mar

[mood] Happy and a little bit tired
[TV] The Sixth Sense
I have had an awesome birthday and today was awesome, too. =)We went to see Eamon live in concert and it was so much fun. He seems like a real cool guy.
I went out for lunch with Steve when he got off work. It was really nice. I love spending time with him and I hope there will be more. =)
I picked him up from work yesterday and he had bought a few roses for me. It was so sweet. He treats me like a princess sometimes and he shows me that he really cares for me and about what I say. That means a lot to me.
But I don't know...Some of my friends make me feel bad. They make me feel like as if I was a bad friend. They say I have got no time for them anymore. And that might be true but that's because I am so busy with some stuff. Paper work, looking for a job and other stuff that I don't want to mention on here. It's not because I don't want to talk to those friends anymore or hang out with them. And then they're like "I miss the time when we used to hang out almost every day." It makes me feel really bad, too. =( And now that I have a boyfriend =) again, I want to spend a lot of time with him as well.  I'm starting to be really happy again but it feels awful when friends tell you something like "You changed." or "You have got no time for me anymore." I really try my best to please everybody.

My very best friend Mar is at my place right now to spend some time with me. She is actually from Spain and she will stay for one more week. Actually she planned on staying for only one week, but now she will stay for another one =)

[mood] I'm alrighty
[music]This Is The Night - Clay Aiken
I feel like hugging the whole world today. It's amazing how you can be friends with a certain someone for such a long time and never think of this person that way. I have been friends with Steve for about 2 years now and we have never been more than friends. But in the last 3 or 4 weeks he has always been here for me when I needed someone to lean on. We talked a lot about our previous partners and about what went wrong. And we realized about how much we have in common and both of us got hurt really bad in the past so we know what it means. First I didn't want to even think about a new relationship with any guy but it's so different and so awesome with him. I just wonder why I have never seen that before. Steve and I had such a long and serious talk on Friday and we decided we want to try it! =) Things are going awesome and we will see how it's gonna work. Of course we are both worried that it's not gonna work out. But that's why we promised each other that we will always be open to each other about our feelings. And Steve is a really honest person, which I really love about him! He always wanted a girl that loves him for who he is. And I always wanted a guy that loves me for me. Not everybody is happy about me being in a new relationship. A lot of girls like Steve and hit on him. And some guys tell me I shouldn't date Steve because I can do so much better. Well, I don't care. It's me who's dating Steve and nobody else. It's my decision! So yeah, I am very happy! =)

[mood] I'm okay but tired
[music] 24/7/365 - SEV
I had such an awesome week and last night was even more than awesome. I spent the day over at Cindy's place together with Steve =), Tim and Taylor. I had so much fun and finally got to hang out with all of them again. The weather was awesome and we were in the pool and we were being lazy nuts. haha It was great! At night we went to a bar and Steve and I talked a lot, which was the best talk I have ever had with him. All of us, except for Tim, stayed over at Cindy's place then as well. We were supposed to sleep but Cindy was talking about her new boyfriend all the time, then Taylor talked about his work like crazy and he didn't even seem to stop =P And Steve and I shared a bed and he was tickling me a lot, trying to kick me outta the bed...It was so much fun! We laughed about so many things and also had serious talks. I will never forget this. =)

I was on Cindy's computer this morning to check for mail and I was so bored, I took a pic of myself with her cam. It was right after we woke up so I wasn't even really dressed yet. I don't know but for some reason I can't wait for my hair to be blond again. I don't feel the brown anymore.
I have got a really bad headache right now. I need an aspirin!!! Help me out please!! =(